I miss u ...

How could I put my expectation so high on u 

How could that be ?

I admit that friend are the first I put in 

But you were too 

What have u been ?

You have changed 

What else Would make u more positively ?

I trust u 

 

But u never understand what I want I need 

 

All I want is u 

 

I want the old u 

 

Where have u been :( Please fuck off your bad habit 

 

I hate what u did to your friend 

 

even u treat the same way to me as what u did to your friend

 

I know u hate what I did to u too 

 

I know u been pissing off her and me 

 

always think what kind of person u were 

 

Your bad habit are still being with u 

 

What can I do ?

 

I felt that I'm worthless 

 

I can't help u anything 

 

I can only letting u doing wrong and wrong 

 

what else can I do 

 

Just watching u doing the right thing u been doing ?

 

No 

 

U can't do that :(

 

But you just .. :(

 

I wish u could understand 

 

..

 

I think I'm over tired 

 

So I would easier to get mad 

 

even u ask me something that is  nonsense to me 

I will just getting piss off 

Sleepless and Insecure  .. 

I care too much on u 

And it's killing me  

I love u 

And It's killing me 

I miss the old u 

Please come back to me 

I really miss  :'( 

good night 

I pray for u my baby boy ..