I love My sisTar ! XD ofcuz love u too

Hey guys 

someone were never viewed my blog n i noe it :D

i wont mind without it 

im not dissapointed , im not tired 

i hope u'll understand my feeling 

it's 3.22am n im not feel sleepy at all 

im missing badly ... deeply ...

yesterday i had a bad mood 

i wish u were thr for me 

listen me crying n make me happier 

but u didn't . even text me a few words ...

ok it makes me more unhappy 

i wasted alot my tears yesterday 

ofcuz , not ur fault . . 

i just feel when im crying alone 

its just like everyone is laughing me 

i hope tat u would noe wat im thinking about

wat i want 

i just wan u to come back

where have u been . . .

u need to get my approve only ignore me 

please . try to understand me 

i love u so much , much n much 

i cant ever sleep right now 

please make me feel tat u're serving 

im worry about u 

without u i've stalked everday 

yuppp . im stalker 

i have no idea hw much i love u 

did u ?

oh ok . . let's skip with it 

today im alone at home

nobody talk to me 

nobody play with me 

nobody laugh with me 

nobody argue with me 

nobody fight with me 

am i stay always stayed like tat?

absolutely yes with it 

after tat i bathed 

ohyeah ~ i like my smell when finish bathing haha

dry my hair thn played some music n  sitting on my bed

i dont ever understand y my life was so suck 

not awesome at all , hate it 

finally i have partner tat accompany  

tat's my sister XD

she came back ohyeah 

she shouted outside called me open the door for her

immediately to open the door 

n .. i haven't have a breakfast 

my stomach was empty 

i drank some water n ask her to fetch me out for eat -.-

both of them - sister n brother fetched me went to a place 

tat place was so romantic , damn romantic

n teehee i dreamed tat i was thr vif u 

the place was nice but the foods 

not nice

(foods) ? CAKES 

the taste was damn sweet 

the sweetest cakes was the original cakes 

the original cake is suppose order from my sis 

and she ask me to finish it 

omg man , im getting fat n fat 

i hate tis feeling = =

n my stomach is totally fulled !! 

i talked to my sis 

say out our problem to each other 

i knew everthing about her n she knew everthing about me 

i admit tat i had hate her when i was 10years old 

im childish , damn childish 

n she wont mind with it 

cuz tat time i just a little stupid girl girl 

n i act like a boy 

make everyone dislike me . hate me like a hell 

until tat im studying in form 1 i knew a boy

tat he wont ever mind my everthing

n i change alot becuz of him 

im very amazed tat i had changed alot 

when i saw my old picha ~ ~

n i knew my sis problemm

she was powerful 

she told me tat she got chased by boys

alot alot alotssss 

ofcuz i jealous hahaha 

im not jealous alot of boys chased her 

im jealous she was pretty until the glass window is broken 

she's pretty she's short n her short brings her so much of cute 

she have alot of place lets me describe 

i felt good when i finished conversation with my sis 

it make me get more confident 

i wrote these at my sis house 

nnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn

i have to pray tis morning 6am 

it's 4.47am 

lol miss u until now 

pro ?

pro !!!!!!!!!!!

it almost 5am n i left 1 hour to sleep 

i didn sleep yesterday 

although tired like a hell ....

 tell me wat u doing now 

watching movie ?

hope tat u slept early everday 

wuuu i feel cold right now

thinking bout u to warm myself 

teehee btw 

thinking bout u to sleep too 

nites